The one I fell in love with at seventeen. You made me remember all the little things

* 24 April 2012 @ 08.56PM

Yesterday, I 'accidentally' met someone who used to be so important to me. The one I thought that - He's mine. The one I fell in love with at seventeen.

I was so shocked and could only gasped in silent when I finally realised it was him.

( In that place, we crossed. )

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* 19 July 2012 @ 06.22AM

Still... Seeing him just now, it made me remember all the little things about us.

I pressed my lips, into a thin line. Whatever thought I had made me stared ahead blankly.

But, I have to admit and it’s not too much for me to say that everyday, every single day was filled with joy and laughter. Especially during our school days.

( With him. The one I fell in love with at seventeen. )

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* 10 November 2012 @ 19.38PM

It’s been a year since we've been together. We saw each other almost every single week and we did all sorts of things together. I was on cloud nine.

By the time I was 18, I got an offer to continue my studies and I knew I had to leave him for studies. Putting love aside, I made a promise to myself that I'm going to hold the success with my own hard work. Become a proud daughter to my parents.

Only that, we would be miles apart. I couldn't let the anxiety I grasped within my hands and bring out even 1 milligram of courage to face the future. But I know I had to.

( 'I’m so proud of you pursuing your dream.' He really was happy for me. )